Maybe I should add that I was mostly hit by her dishonorable behavior to my as her guest in Minsk. Not so much by our failed romance. I am old enough to get by. Love cannot be forced and before I flew to Minsk I knew very well that it could go very wrong for me. I just never expected this kind of treatment and demeanor. Imagine, she did not even say goodbye to me! Not even write 'goodbye'. I never raised my voice against her and I never said anything bad to her. Back in Germany I received no message from her either. She simply didn't care if I arrived safely or not. This is the worst possible treatment and the main reason for this post. I am not moaning my lost "love" or complaining about my missed opportunities, I offended as a human being.